A Funky Felt Summah'

				Summer fun I stay Hawaii, So long suckas! who am i really? Name: Thea U think you know me? Aura:Sapphire d.o.b: 1-6-77 Sign: Capricorn, Saturn, Fire Dragon Home: Hawaii and California
	PHUCK Friday, June 21, 2002 [01:44 a.m.] fukin' malt cider. shouldn't have drank that shite. me and karen are fukin' sick after watchin' England fukin' lose the FUKIN FIFA MATCH to icky Brazil. FUCK. don't hate me cuz i'm a bishy Thursday, June 20, 2002 [05:11 p.m.] great, i'm just like the cutest bishonen in Utena. no wonder i defended his character so much when discussing the series! lots of people thought he was evil, i just found him to be misunderstood. too much player-haters in the world. can't we just all get along? Wednesday, June 19, 2002 [01:05 p.m.] Andy came over last nite and hung out. it was kool, he got to eat some chorizo i burnt and we watched alot of tv (till 2am!). he had to work that morning so we called it a nite and he crashed over. i know he's loving the central air and cable tv i got up in this joint... tonight, i'm having dinner with the x-TP crew. sort of like my bye-bye party since i'm going home this sunday for another wedding. it's my boy's big day, so i gotta represent. jiggah' invited me to the bachlor party. too bad i arrive the day after. i totally wanted to see my fellow guy-mates go nuts. yup, junior high, all over again... Tuesday, June 18, 2002 [10:56 a.m.] my sleeping pattern has gone to all fuk. it's getting ridiculous! on sunday nite, went over to the 'boyz' house with Mong. ate sushi and watched vanilla sky. (blah!) it was long and dull. andy was suppose to drop my ass back home, but got a little sidetracked and tired and i ended up crashing ovah. monday, using my girlie charms and lack of sleep, convinced Andy to play hookie from work, ate some brunch, and hung out with him all day. mostly watched alot of tv and slept (no, really, i crashed out! honest) later that nite, mr. eff, pj, and chris stopped over to hang. i was reverted back to junior high with their constant perverted jokes and sexual references. man, pj needs to get some bad. he started drawing obscene figures on one of the canvas. god damnit, today i have to paint over it. i dont care what, just as long as it covers the girl in it getting 'bowling balled'. punk-ass god save the queen Saturday, June 15, 2002 [04:55 p.m.] oh man, i just woke up about an hour ago. been up since 7am trying to watch the england match. das right! they are fukin' A! then andy dropped me back home round 1030-ish. last nite was nice. saw some crazy-ass cheerleading special on tv with karen. then went out for a bite to eat with andy. went back to his place and saw 'Blood'. it was okay but had a weird ending. also found out that his skin marks very easily. was drawing stars and my name all over his back with my fingernail. snickers i had 2 strange dreams this morning. first was my mom wanted me to burn one of her eyebrows with a cigarette because she thought it would look good. kind of like having your eyebrows tattooed or some shite. in the next one, i was a kid and had a fish tank and 3 of the fishes in the tank gave birth. but they birthed live fishes, not just eggs. and i was freaking out, trying to take out the baby fish before the others ate it. go italia go! Thursday, June 13, 2002 [02:32 p.m.] yesterday went to see some hawaiian slack-key band perform at the Lava Lounge. that place is pretty dope inside. once there, me and mr. eff launched into a heads on discussion about my future and the future of the planet. it was pretty interesting. not sure if it was one of those jedi mind tricks he's been pulling lately, but all i can say is that being at the level of boredom i'm currently at, the idea of have a mad max/apocalypic future seems mighty appealing. anything to get nelly's shite eatin' grin out of my mind. grrr..... one of the members of the band, eric, turned out to be the culprit on the beach in santa barbara. let me explain. last year, me, rudi, mong, and stacie went down to SB to play groupies for Go Jimmy Go. While sitting on the beach, watching the fireworks (oh yeah, it was 4th of J) mong was chattin' away, crazy loud drunk, while it was going on. someone in the darkness started yelling," yo! cam! what's up with the hawaii girls?! you better shut them up..." blah blah blah... so i freaked, being the timid little deer i am, cam freaked, and i dragged mong away in the bushes to pee. and eric, turned out to be THAT guy yelling at us. he said he was completely jokin' at the time. god, LA is even becoming a small world. also, finished a small painting while watching 'Breakin'' and 'A Very Brady Sequel'. it didn't turn out as well as i'd like it too... i dont think i'm gonna be ready for the exhibit in july. shit. Tuesday, June 11, 2002 [02:00 p.m.] mr eff is bothering me again. why the hell do i put up with his crap. he's trying to brainwash me into becoming an online pinup porn girl. i swear. he makes me wanna scream sometimes. and geting that frickin nelly-i-wanna-take-my-clothes-off song in my head all fukin' yesterday isn't really winning any 'friend' points with me. i dont know why he's affecting me like this. maybe this is an alter dimension thingie and he's trying to be the evil voice inside my head. what a fukker. also, i keep on thinking about andy. i dunno why. it's wierd and i can't really explain it now. i realize, i can't make it in this world as a working artist. i'm not that motivated enough. so worst comes to worst, i'll know in a couple of months if i'm to be heading back to skol to find another calling in life. that's gonna bite. i'm gonna be so old! there will be all these young little boys in my class and wait.... i might actually like that. *grins* and there's always a possibility of studying abroad again... Sunday, June 9, 2002 [07:28 p.m.] i had to do it. i got rid of the pink dog. it felt like it was mocking me whenever i opened the fridge. and i still don't have an appetite, but ate anyways, more so for karen's sake then my own. i think i freaked her out a bit yesterday. boy, was i in a mood. been drifting in and out of sleep all day. and all i can think of is bed while writing this. when will i go back to being 'normal'? rents called, and gave me a family update. seems like one of my cousins got married. she married the father of her soon to be 2nd child. another cousin came 'out'. that just leaves me being the most, i dunno... non-deviant? this is really insane. now i know it's just me. //* Saturday, June 8, 2002 [06:48 p.m.] Unsettling stillness is how i feel. i'm so tired and confused. i haven't eaten and feel empty inside. and i don't want to think anymore. he who breaks the law shall be punished Thursday, June 6, 2002 [02:11 p.m.] YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ireland tied Germany! IRELAND TIED GERMANY!!! fuk, that game was good. just ended and i did a little jig before running into my room to blast some House of Pain so i could get down and do a victory dance simutaniously with the fans and team players. I meant not to take sides on this game, cuz i like both teams, but those crazy irish came back from the dead, and scored in the LAST MINUTE of the match!! can you fukin believe that shite?!? it was fukin barry! i go clean house now to prep for the MTV movie awards. normally, i would say fuk mtv, i'm just looking forward to seeing EWAN McGREGOR in all his badass glam. he's sooo on fukin' fire... it's all about Ewan.... droolllllll... and that damn pink's dog is still in the fridge. spooky. it be mad hot, yo. Wednesday, June 5, 2002 [08:49 p.m.] I was feeling this summer's heat in the valley today when crusin' with mr. eff. He was being cheap and not turning on the AC for this poor girl. the pains in my head are coming back because of my dehydration. curse you mr. eff! i will bludgeon thee the next time i see thee... it has been an invader zim fiasco. i got a Grrr stuffed toy from tot hopic. and Rudi chilled over at my pad the past couple of days. and during that time, we watched all the episodes i had on tape. it was kool. Gina stopped by and demonstrated her foot healing skills. then we saw a cute baby, saw some latino queens that lived in my building, & saw a cool genie-in-a-bottle cafe where me and eff played adult picture finder. that was so mental. i was staring at badly photoshoped pictures of super ugly bitches for about half an hour. mr. eff refused to change the setting to 'studs'. later last nite, we headed to a diesel/fader mag. party at the congo room minus rudi. like i always say, Mong knows all the good parties. it had a hip'hop vibe and kool decorations. there was this diesel 'pleasure' display with big-ass mushrooms and fake flower/grass. it was great. to cap the nite off, we stopped by the famous Pink's, where i finally got a chili dog. Being that it was like almost 2 in the morning, i did not eat it. and it is still in my fridge. serial experiments... Monday, June 3, 2002 [01:13 p.m.] And i tried to make some jerk chicken a couple days ago. it turned out to be the hottest thing i ever ate in my life. i couldn't feel my lips and tongue for awhile. Have been also testing out different combinations to make a kick ass cup of milk tea. so far, no luck. Apart from my domestic training, i've taken up to the brush again. working on 3 small pieces simultaneously hoping they will somewhat resemble a set. Also, made a new design for the blog. been listening to the soundtracks for Lain while creating it. didn't come out as shibby as i wanted it too, but then again, i'm not a web designer so i dont really give a shit. god i want that bear suit. Been in a creative mood. within the past 2 days, i saw an andy warhol special documenting his life, half of the movie 'i shot andy warhol', the movie 'pollock', an episode of EGG on pbs, a Mike Mills special on IFC, and an onslaught of powerpuff girls episodes. Cable seems to be my ownly friend right now... "Which L'Arc~en~Ciel song am I?"			Job: Currently on a journey to find the meaning of life and the reasons for my existance. On the side, happily collecting UE. 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